I must confess that I love pudding. I have been pretty good today, but did let myself have a sugar-free pudding cup. Do you think that’s cheating? I know it doesn’t have sugar in it, but wonder about eating anything I don’t absolutely need. And in terms of getting healthy, well, doesn’t sugar-free usually mean chemicals instead? I’m not sure it really lines up with what I want to do and wonder if I’m wavering already – is it the first step towards failure? I hope not because, well, I love pudding! Especially chocolate!
I guess if I focus on my first goal the other can be left to deal with another day – Rome wasn’t built in a day, right? and so I guess I don’t have to be perfect. Maybe that’s my underlying reason for being overweight in the first place. I don’t know. I don’t want to analyze it too much. That tends to make me depressed – and not eating makes me depressed already. Thought, exercising kind of lifts my spirit. So, I’ll focus on that and drinking my water – which I’m not real fond of either. Perhaps that’s enough “stress” for the time being!
My partner is doing great still on the cigarettes. One whole week! I’m very proud of her, even if she is a little bit grumpy!